There is this comment in my previous posting which made me feel so sad.
There are other similar comments in my other post-GE13 postings.
They made me asked myself what I have become.
I don't really like what I have become these past few days.
They were right. I need to calm down and suppress my anger.
They made me remember my mother. She is a Chinese.
They made me remember my grandmother, grandfather, aunts and cousins. They are Chinese.
How am I to go back to Kluang and celebrate the next Chinese New Year with them while feeling like this?
The hurt of seeing Datuk Abdul Ghani Othman being betrayed was so painful and deep. I do not know whether it will ever heal inside me.
But I will try.
The last question I asked Datuk Ghani at Persada, JB on the night of his defeat was, does he still believes in the "Johor moderate way".
"Yes, I still believe in it," he said before shaking my hand for the very last time. His hand was firm as he holds mine.
I will try to be like Datuk Ghani.