Allah seems to have chosen you to be the one given the hidayah.
I am sure you will be a good muslim.
In fact, I think you are already a better muslim than I am.
All the best to you Felixia.
I am also adding Felixia's to my blog roll.
It turned out that she can write very well.
Here is a poem written by her,
Looking for a place to run to
somewhere to go
yet I have no clue
or anyone I know
I could cry my eyes out
like how I used to do
cry til I'm knocked out
til all the songs are sung blue
Leave; the easiest choice
Could not bear another tear drop
unheard, inaudible is my voice
from one to another edge, I hop
I've been travelling so long and far
for a final stop like this
as I began to unwrap my scars
I see scars, yet you see memories
Sealing up, packing away
before I could drop my baggage down
gonna walk on the rest of the days
until my legs are numb to the ground
- Felixia Yeap -
Her Bahasa Malaysia, I think is even better than mine.
Read her account on the day of her conversion to Islam,