Someone asked me today why I didn't write anything about the DAP's CEC elections or the ongoing fight between MCA president DS Dr Chua Soi Lek and his deputy DS Liow Tiong Lai.
My honest answer was that, I'm fed-up with them.
I don't feel that they worth my time and energy.
As far as I'm concerned whatever happened within those parties would be for the Chinese community to decide.
Someone like me should just stay off it as I think my opinion doesn't matter much as far as these Chinese-based parties internal matters were concerned.
The Chinese community had send a clear message in GE13 that they can take care of themselves, so, I'm abiding by it.
Let them decide for themselves on such matter.
Even if their politicians want to tear each other up, I wouldn't give a damn.
If they, the Chinese community decide that they are okay being ruled by the Lim dynasty and live in their own urban enclaves, then by all means, they should be allowed to do so.
Well, all that are fine by me as long as they don't disturb me.
Honestly, I wouldn't want to care about what they want to do.
In fact, I think I have lost interest in almost everything Chinese after GE13.
It's not that I hate them or anything like that.
I'm just not interested in them anymore. That is all there is to it.
I used to admire the culture and philosophies of the Chinese, but now I just feel indifferent to all that. My mother may get sad if she read this, but this is how I honestly feel about it.
I wish I'm not like this, but after what happened in GE13, I have to admit that I have become disillusioned with the whole thing.
It's not that I stopped eating using chopstick all together. But nowadays I wouldn't insist on having one whenever I'm served with noodles or other Chinese food. Previously, I even carried one with me, just in case. You know, one of those cute ones in special casing sold at that Japanese RM5 mart Daisho.