Wednesday 11 March 2015

Good night Malaysia

Had lunch with my mother today.

Kena scolding again.

She was still angry over the stunt I pulled at my work place the other day.

As usual, when my mother was angry, I just kept quiet.

I am exhausted, though.

Every time my mother was angry with me, I felt like curling into a ball and shut down myself.

Of late, she seems always angry with me.

She didn't even like the clothing I wore today.

Sometimes I even felt that my mother doesn't love me anymore

That's why I decided that I need to take a break.

I will write again when I'm not sad anymore and clear of what I want with my writing.

See lah how it goes.

For the time being, here is a song for you all,

Take care guys.

Hope you all be fine and we'll meet again.


  1. Jangan gitu lah annie... u know what :-

    "..meminta kepada yang ada, merajuk kepada yang kasih..."

    Kasih kepada Tuhan yang paling utama.

  2. Selagi ibu masih bernyawa dialah segalanya samada suka atau tidak. Bersyukur masih ada ibu....

  3. When you mom scolds you means she loves you. Since she knew your boss while you had uttered vulgarities to your boss, then your mom should smack you left and right.Anyway, there are no mistakes, only lessons.


  4. Annie, while you go into retreat ... you may enjoy taking in the big picture of our human condition:

    Shaykh Hamza Yusuf - "When Worlds Wither Away: Guidance in the Latter Days"

    If your mum ever says,"My daughter, never get as angry as I do." hmmmm .... just do as she tells you ok? hehehe

  5. assalam...kata orang, marah tu tandanya sayang...

  6. Get marriedlah Annie..Lepas kahwin gerenti kurang celoteh..U knowlah mother kan.As long you remain single, she still thinks you are her sweet baby...

    1. Oi mek, nak dara rindu ....

  7. Told you So!!

    Nasib baik your Boss memelihara your Mother. Kalau I dah lamu you kena tendang keluar! Too Stoopid to be employed.

  8. Take care Annie and be strong. We all love you!!!

  9. Relax Annie, its just a bad day, not a bad life ...

  10. Dah banyak kali goodnight ni!


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  12. If you are feeling sad, here are some tips to "overcome" your sadness;

    1) Relax and watch the "Bulan & Bintang" and/or
    2) Watch this movie called "Wolf of the Wall Street" by Rosmelda

    and if it still doesn't overcome your sadness, you might want to take a trip down to "Singapore". We were told "stashed" of money equivalent to height of Mt.Kinabalu belonging to 1MDB is being kept there.

    Anyway, we miss u!!!