Feeling a bit down....maybe even sad....okey, I'm sad actually.
Waited for someone to call me the whole day but it was all in vain.
I guess I'm stupid for waiting for that call.
Must remind myself again not to expect too much from someone who may not even care for me.
Promised myself once not to get into this rotten situation again but I guess I'm too stupid to remember it.
Or maybe I'm just fated to be like this.
Anyway, sometimes, I'm not sure why people bothered to read things which I write in this blog.
It's after all just my own insignificant thoughts about things. Sorts of an outlet for not only my thoughts about this country's political scene but also about my life and it's screwed ups.
I'm not even an authority of anything.
The most baffling thing however was that there are people who don't even seem to like me and my thoughts who read and commented at my postings.
As I'm writing this, I had released 25 comments at my last posting which was posted less than 12 hours ago. Seventeen of those comments were by people who don't seem to like me or maybe even hate me.
I still let them all through, including the vile ones about myself. I did so because I would like to adhere to the principle of freedom of expression as much as I could.
Maybe I'm stupid for doing that too. I don't know.
Okay, I had repeatedly called myself stupid in this posting....but why are you still reading up to this point?
Isn't it silly to read the thoughts of just a stupid girl?
Sorry, my brain is not really working properly tonight....sorry for wasting your time reading this posting.
Really sorry. This posting has no real purpose except for me releasing myself from my sadness....and nothing else.
Okey I think I better put some music instead....