Somehow it made me realized that it's true, that of late I have been writing because I actually felt that my writings were important.
Sorts of "self aggrandisement".
It's also true that the establishment never asked for my assistance to defend itself.
I did it all on my own free will.
I was too proud of not asking anything in return.
Now that I'm personally unhappy with the establishment, I shouldn't bitch about it.
Admittedly, I have been quite a bitch.
In short, I have been a bad blogger.
Thanks to the commenter for the reminder.
A lesson learned : Do not volunteer anything unless asked to do so.
I also need to put a check on my ego and not let it get bloated.
Yup, it is time for me to reflect and remember why I started blogging in the first place, which was to do good....and maybe to have a bit of fun.
As someone put it to me this afternoon, I need to see the bigger picture.
I also shouldn't write when I'm angry.
Anger clouds judgement.
Admittedly, I have been doing that quite a lot lately.
It's bad, okay.
Well, I need some time to recalibrate myself.
Once I'm done, I will write again.
For tonight, please enjoy this show. Best music video ever;
Take care everyone.