Monday 20 April 2015

It's just a spring clean for the May queen

I received this comment for my last post,

Volunteering? Blogger Bangang? Orang tak minta pun? Self aggrandisement kut.

Somehow it made me realized that it's true, that of late I have been writing  because I actually felt that my writings were important.

Sorts of "self aggrandisement".

It's also true that the establishment never asked for my assistance to defend itself.

I did it all on my own free will.

I was too proud of not asking anything in return.

Now that I'm personally unhappy with the establishment, I shouldn't bitch about it.

Admittedly, I have been quite a bitch.

In short, I have been a bad blogger.

Thanks to the commenter for the reminder.

A lesson learned : Do not volunteer anything unless asked to do so.

I also need to put a check on my ego and not let it get bloated.

Yup, it is time for me to reflect and remember why I started blogging in the first place, which was to do good....and maybe to have a bit of fun.

As someone put it to me this afternoon, I need to see the bigger picture.

I also shouldn't write when I'm angry.

Anger clouds judgement.

Admittedly, I have been doing that quite a lot lately.

It's bad, okay.

Well, I need some time to recalibrate myself.

Once I'm done, I will write again.

InsyaAllah.

For tonight, please enjoy this show. Best music video ever;


Take care everyone.

24 comments:

  1. Chill out Annie. Don't need to get worked up with the bangang PMO guys. As i said before, they are synonym with arrogance. They are just extending the lifespan of what had expired so that they can have many scoops of wealth before they go.

    "You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have".

    Zack

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  2. Bitch me. O la la. I am the one you're looking for.

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    1. Anon 22:01 comes to your blog almost daily. Who is he or she? A loyal fan or an super irritating troll? Everyday "o lala. I am the one you're looking for"

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  3. Are u surrrndering to the RBA and jemuan provocation...

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    1. The rock music is good but the players are too sexylah Annie.

      Anyway, ... more about the ego and self-esteem

      https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ju-3hNLFAMU

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  4. Annie, don't let this clown upset you. Kalau ada yang bangang is the k*ob who commented. Kalau Annie nak tulis ke, nak syok sendiri ke, self aggradisement ke dia punya pasal la, hang sakit buntut ke? Dia bukan pakai duit bapak you bayar bil api, bil internet.

    Annie tak suruh pun kau mai sini baca blog dia, hang yang gatal nak menyibuk. She lives in a democratic country and has a free will to write what she wants within the constraints of the law. Kau yang bahalol yang tak faham the meaning of Democratic Country. Kau ingat Negara ini bapak Mahathir atau Najib punya, or for that matter bapak Kit Siang atau Anwar punya?

    Just a word of advice, lovey, a lot of anti Najib forces love to use this word " Blogger Bangang", so the idiot could just be playing mind games with you. I'm not pro BN and do pop around every now and then on your blog to wind you up but never to upset u. I would just take the comment with a pinch of salt......so keep writing and if someone doesnt like it, he can take a running jump off a cliff.Cheer Up.Ciao.

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  5. Annie ,

    Wa atak lengar itu ustaz lekat TV punya ala cekap , itu kasi betut apa yang tatak betut ,itu satu ibadah maa aa .

    Lia olang tatak cekap tank you tatak apa , itu Allah atak tau ,mesti lapat pahala punya lea aa .
    Apa pasat mau pedili apa olang cekap ,lia olang pon tatak peduli apa lu cakap maa aa.

    Wa selalu lengar itu LKS cekap ,Malaysia is a free country , maa aa

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  6. Engkau ni elok pergi ngangkang dekat Rocky kaki puki aje.

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    1. Mulut tubit najis dubur keluar kentot

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    2. hey bro, you don't belong here.I think this forum is for civilized people and you are not

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    3. Anon 22:56,

      Jenis manusia apa kamu ini?
      Manusia yang tidak tahu berkomunikasi dengan menggunakan bahasa yang baik tidak layak hidup di kalangan manusia yang bertamadun

      Malah saya yakin kalau anda dillemparkan ke dalam masyarakat haiwan, golongan hamba Allah ini juga tidak sudi menerima anda sebagai ahli masyarakat mereka!

      Kesihan ibu anda melahirkan anak yang rendah budinya. Tapi saya yakin kelakuan anda yang biadap ( masuk rumah orang menggunakan bahasa carut marut kepada tuan rumah ) bukan kerana salah ibu mengandung memang sudah nasib celaka badan!

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  7. If you are a bad blogger how come you have so many followers?

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  8. What you are Admitting to Annie is that You are a Psycho....
    Cause? Associating with Rocky the Mother of all Psychos....

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  9. Kesian Annie. Macam Mamakutty jer. Self aggrandisement. Orang dah tak ambil pot tentang apa yang dia cakap dah.

    Buat jambatan bagi kroni kaya tu Pak Arab yang ada pelabuhan dan lapangan terbang kat Senai. Apa yang rakyat Johor dapat? Gambar poskad cantik jer.

    Mamakutty nak tumbangkan Presiden UMNO ke atau PM Negara? Kalau setakat nak tumbangkan Presiden UMNO, pi lah buat AGM ke atau EGM mengikut perlembagaan parti tu. Tu antara hal ahli-ahli UMNO.

    Tetapi kalau nak tumbangkan PM, tu lain hal. Jawatan tu bukan parti UMNO punya sahaja. Jawatan PM tu dilantik oleh Ahli-ahli Parlimen dan diperkenankan oleh DYMM Agong mengikut Perlembagaan Malaysia.

    Mamakutty dah buat derhaka kepada rakyat, negara dan Sultan-Sultan serta Raja-Raja Melayu dengan memberontak terhadap lantikan PM tersebut. Mamakutty juga menghasut rakyat biasa menyingkirkan PM secara tidak demokratik dan dikira sebagai hasutan juga. Habis AG dan IGP buat apa kalau benda menghasut macam ni pun tak ambil tindakan? Apa gunanya Akta Hasutan? Adakah Mamakutty mempunyai kekebalan undang-undang ke?

    Jawatan PM dipersetujui oleh parti-parti komponen BN dan bukannya oleh UMNO sahaja. Mamakutty ni dah tak erti Perlembagaan dan apa itu sistem demokrasi. Asyik "My Way" jer cara dia nak buat.

    Mamakutty ni ingat "Ini bapa dia punya Negara sahaja ke?" dan buat sesuka hatinya?

    Kalau semua orang seterusnya pun nak buat macam cara dia, apa macam? Tak huru hara ke, Negara?

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    1. Come On Dandy, you may have a point in what you say but a few words of encouragement for Annie would not have gone amiss. You are wasting your time and effort on the Nyonya's Blog (google daughter of Zeus and you will her name).

      Its utterly downright disgusting how she pits one religious and race group against the other. If your favourite passtime is trolling (sad case), just do it here like what I do.

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    2. No more Butoni suit....nearly two month craving in Sg Buloh, Dandy go and volunteers yourself there

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  10. Dandy here ?
    ... kurang asam punya tong san

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  11. Penyokong Pakatan Anon 08:37, sudah mula jilat, sokong dan julang PM Najib.

    "Jawatan PM tu dilantik oleh Ahli-ahli Parlimen dan diperkenankan oleh DYMM Agong mengikut Perlembagaan Malaysia."

    'Ahli-ahli Parliament' termasuk Kit Siang & son, Anwar dan anak-bini semua dah sokong Najib!!!!.
    Penyokong Pembangkang sudah taat-setia kepada DYMM YDP Agong. Mereka sudah menyanjung tinggi Perlembagaan Negara. Malaysia sebagai Negara Islam. Bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa kebangsaan.
    Penyokong dan ahili politik Pakatan sudah sokong 1MDB, Jho Low dan RM42+3 billion wang Rakyat yang tak rahu pergi mana.

    PM Najib sudah mendapat sokongan DAP. PKR & PAS.

    Tidak mustahil & pelik perkara ini terjadi. Dulu semasa Dr.M dan ramai blogger mahu menjatuhkan Pak tidur Lah, pun ramai pemimpin Pakatan membuat U-turn dan kembali menyokong PM kuat tertidur tu.

    Nampaknya kata-kata Dr.M bahawa BN akan kalah PRU 14, jika Najib tidak letak jawatan segera, adalah benar.

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    1. RD, some of my clothes went missing off the washing line. Have you seen them? I thought I will ask you first, mate. Maybe you terpinjam........cant be that bad, can it surely, RD.

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  12. Ok, lah. Poor Annie. All your efforts over the years have been for nothing in return. What actually were you hoping for?

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  13. If you are 'asked' to do something, would that no longer count as an act of volunteer?

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  14. Annie dear. This is 'jihad' in your own way in fighting for the truth and nothing else. It's 'amar makruf and nahi mungkar' . Surely, all those childish comments won't get to your head coz those comments should deservedly get chucked into d dustbin right away when u read them. U'r bigger than this. We love ur way of writing. Keep on writing. Oklah, okaylah, if it makes u feel better, we agree that KJ is a hensem guy..hehe.. happy?? No?? :)

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  15. Without Annie's blog:

    1. Some will miss their daily kicks.
    2. Some will miss their daily steam.
    3. Some will miss their daily Opposition bashing.
    4. Some will miss their daily supremacists egoism.
    5. Some will miss her daily membebel.
    6. Some will will their daily religious input for their ego.

    Most of all, she will be missed by Dandy who just can't keep demoralising her every now and then and use her blog to bash Mahafiraun.

    Oh. she will be missed indeed by those who cheer her on to do racial and religious bashing on others and clap with glee.

    That's what this blog has been all about anyway.

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