It's very painful.
I feel like crying but somehow there was no tears.
Why do people turned cruel?
Why do they broke their promises?
I wish I can turn around and fill myself with hate to lessen the pain.
But I can't.
I just can't do that.
This is really pathetic of me.
I can't be writing anything proper in this condition.
It will come out sounding bitter and crappy, if I tried.
Since I can't write, I would like to just recommend to you this movie instead,
I wish I could find you the original Japanese version, but this English dubbed one is also not so bad.
Do watch it when you have the time.
It is simple yet beautiful.
Nothing like my life.
p.s To those who want to go to the comments section to hurl abuse at me for posting what's in my heart (in this blog of mine) : DO FUCK OFF AND DIE YOU LITTLE PIECE OF PIG SHIT. Suka hati aku la apa aku nak tulis kat blog aku sendiri.