I smoked three sticks of them in succession just now.
I have not been smoking for quite a long time.
Well, I don't really inhale the smoke. It hurts my lungs. I just puffed at them.
I actually just wanted to do something familiar when I'm upset or depressed.
Earlier, I had watched the movie "Her" at Tropicana City Mall and got very depressed.
I felt so sad for the main character of the movie.
His wife left him because she had moved up in the world and finds him not up to her standard.
Then he fell in love with the artificial intelligence of his phone, but the bloody thing also in the end left him because it feels that it has attained a higher level of intellect.
I was like, what a pathetic piece of shit life this man was going through.
At the end of the movie, the guy went on top of his apartment and sat there looking like such a pathetic miserable loser.
How I wished he had just jumped off the roof and end the whole bloody charade.
At least that way the movie ends more dramatically.
Oh, and I also wished his friend who was with him on top of the roof jumped with him. Such a selfish bitch who dumped her husband because she just got bored with him and wanted to have other kind of fun in her life. The poor pathetic husband ended up being a Buddhist monk and took a vow of silence for half a year because of all the shit.
I mean, come on la, don't go around telling someone that you love him/her for the rest of your life and then later after that someone had committed his/her life to the relationship, you go and say : Oooopppsss....it's not what I meant. I don't really love you, okay. Sorry, but I need to move forward and you are not part of my plan. Bye.
That's fucking cruel, okay.
That's the shit the guy in the movie got from his wife and later from his bloody handphone.
The movie got great excuses for such shitty behavior though. It justifies the act of ripping out the heart of someone who you once said you love, who had in return gave his/her whole life to you and still loves you.
I think Nurul Izzah, and those such as her would like this movie.
For more info on the movie : Her
Okay, I need to chill now.
Turning on the music and trying to sleep now.
Lidah tak bertulang , but Malays always forget that, when the Chinese told to the Malay , 'Ai...yaa kita selupa abang alik maa.... ,lebeh kolang tatak hat punya loo... .ReplyDelete
That was very sensational indeed .and the Malay took it deep in their heart , ' yeah we are brothers ' , what the Malay failed to realize is that , 'brothers' if does only benefit them.
Kesian Melayu , hati mereka sentiasa lembut dan terbuka , without realizing they have been manipulated and taking advantage of being acceptable and tolerance .
It's dangerous to put complete trust to someone who say , 'we are like brothers ' alas ! , Melayu mudah lupa.
Annie , never gave your heart completely to anyone ,you will die of heart breaking .
sudahlah tebing tinggi, hari hari buat cerita dongeng, Cina sokong melayu yg tulus dan rajin dan bukan melayu yg kuat rasuah seperti regime UMNO !Delete
Regime UMNO sekarang tengah bertungkus-lumus nak buat kecoh di Penang, mamak tebing tinggi pulak giat buat cerita fitnah di situ. Dari dulu (kesultanan Melaka), kini dan selamanya adanya mamak yg suka buat kecoh anatara kaum, untung hanya pada geng mamak.Delete
tebing tinggi, i just hope your children or grand children or descendants don't end up with a Cina one day.Delete
tebing tinggi is a mamak, that is what mamak do best....'shit stirrer'. Siapakah yg untung kalau melayu dan cina gaduh ? UMNO and the Mamak geng of course !!Delete
Tabung Haji .... Eeeeeeeee control (Azeeeeeez)
Amanah Raya......lagi seekor Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee control (Reeeeezal Merican)
Chief Secretary............lagi lagi Eeeeeeeeeeeee (Ali Hamsa)
Takde Melayu lagi ke yg boleh menerajui Tabung haji dan Amanah Raya ?????
Kat Penang siapakah yg selalu buat kecoh di sana ? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee jugak !!
Kalau nampak ular dan Eeeeeee, ketuk kepala Eeeeeeee dulu okay !!
Lidah tak bertulang , but Malays always forget that, when UMNO told to the Malays , 'Ai...yaa UMNO=Malay, Malay=UMNO abang alik maa, 2 x 5, 5 x 2.... ,lebeh kolang tatak hat punya loo... .Delete
That was very sensational indeed .and the Malays took it deep in their heart , ' yeah we are brothers ' , but what the general Malays failed to realize is that , 'brothers' if does only benefit them, ie UMNO and its cronies.
Kesian Melayu , hati mereka sentiasa lembut dan terbuka , without realizing they have been manipulated and taking advantage of being acceptable and tolerance by UMNO, to the extend UMNO asking the Malays to be berterima kasih to the regime for UMNO has made the price of Kangkung down.
It's dangerous to put complete trust to UMNO who say , 'we are like brothers ' alas ! , Melayu mudah lupa.
Annie , never gave your heart completely to UMNO or you will die of heart breaking .
Mamak reezal merican hari tu buat provokasi May13 di seberang prai, Najib pulak lantik dia jadi Chairman Amanah Raya Berhad !Delete
Najib ni memang kangkung lah, tak abis-abis dipermainkan oleh geng mamak.
Kepala mamak #1 'ayahanda' dah making his moves to destabilize the Penang government ! Najib days also seem to be numbered.
Lidah tak bertulang , but Malaysians always forget that, when Najib told to the Malaysian , 'Ai...yaa UMNO= 1 Malaysia, 1 Malaysia=UMNO abang alik maa, 2 x 5, 5 x 2.... ,lebeh kolang tatak hat punya loo... .Delete
That was very sensational indeed .and the Malaysian took it deep in their heart , ' yeah we are brothers' , but what Malaysian failed to realize is that , 'brothers' if does only benefit UMNO and its cronies.
Kesian Malaysian , hati mereka sentiasa lembut dan terbuka , without realizing they have been manipulated and taken advantage of being acceptable and tolerance by UMNO, to the extend UMNO is asking Malaysian (Malays included) if they do not agree with the UMNO corrupt policy they are asked to balik tongsan, balik india or migrate (Keluar dari Malaysia) !
It's completely dangerous and deadly to put trust to UMNO who say , 'we are like brothers ' !
Annie , never gave your heart to UMNO coz they will take your heart and sell it to their cronies for profit.
I agree with Tebing tinggi. All of his comments are based on facts unlike the above lot red beanies as always got nothing much to say except condemning UMNO and Mamak. Why don't you guys whack Lim iguana and Lim kit sial or oku singh for a change. It will rejuvenate your brain cells.Delete
FYI, Mamaks are Malays just like Annie is also a Malay although her mother is a Chinese. My late grandmother (my far's mother) is a Chinese but my dad is a Malay who hated the chinkies. Likewise, as his daughter I'm proud to say that I am an-ultra Malay and a chinkie hater. I'm a racist, so what!
Lidah tak bertulang , but the Indians always forget that, when the UMNO told to the Indians , 'Ai...yaa tambi kita selupa abang alik maa, macam aneh and tambi.... ,lebeh kolang tatak hat punya loo... .Delete
That was very sensational indeed .and the Indians took it deep in their heart , ' yeah we are brothers ' , what the Indians failed to realize is that , 'brothers' if does only benefited UMNO!
Kesian orang2 india , hati mereka sentiasa lembut dan terbuka, without realizing they have been manipulated and taking advantage of being acceptable and tolerance .
It's dangerous to put complete trust to someone who say , 'we are like brothers ' alas ! , Orang2 India mudah lupa.
Annie , never gave your heart completely to anyone ,you will die of heart breaking .
There is a smelling of Eeeeeeeeeeeeee in anon 21:04, the common trait with them is they love to masquerading, sampai deny their own roots.Delete
Lidah tak bertulang , but Chinese always forget that, when the UMNO told to the Chinese , 'Ai...yaa kita selupa abang alik maa....sama-sama buat business ali-baba, lu untung gua lagi untung, you help me , i help you..... ,lebeh kolang tatak hat punya loo... .Delete
That was very sensational indeed .and the Chinese took it deep in their heart , ' yeah we are brothers ' , what the Chinese failed to realize is that , 'brothers' if does only benefit them... UMNO will takes it all !
Kesian orang-orang cina , hati mereka sentiasa lembut dan terbuka , without realizing they have been manipulated and taking advantage of being acceptable and tolerance. Worst still UMNO is making the chinese as a bogeyman to the Malays so to enable UMNO to contnue their 'divide and rule' strategy.
It's dangerous to put complete trust to UMNO who say , 'we are like brothers , you help me , i help you ' alas ! , Cina mudah lupa.
Annie , never gave your heart completely to anyone ,you will die of heart breaking .
congratulations on stooping down into the gutter..... Somehow it suits you.ReplyDelete
""we need to talk"' Oooopppsss....it's not what I meant. I don't really love you, okay. Sorry, but I need to move forward and you are not part of my plan.ReplyDelete
standard gwailow vocabulary in asia when comes to relationship
a more direct transalation would be
""i gotta new new bimbo to bang so your totally out of the picture, move your thing out by the end of the week.""
Geez... learn to put a spoiler alert. I came to read about nurul izzah's peccadilloes, not a complete spoiler of the movie I yearned to watch.ReplyDelete
BTW, from the few times I get to read your blog, I distinctly get the impression you are the judgemental type. You feel sorry for the character in 'Her' -- which you just spoiled for me-- but you don't see that you inflict that same sort of pain on people you criticize and throw aside, particularly chinese men whom you have mild affection for but whom you actually direct your potent misandry.
You seem to be stuck in a rut. Your life is a spiralling cesspool of missed romantic connections leading you to drain your sorrows via self-harming vices, like smoking, or unfruitful activities, like writing this blog.
I don't know how Helen Ang could have recommended your blog. It's pathetic. At least her blog is on point more often. Yours is all over the place.
Find a direction and stick to it. That advice applies to your sad love life, too!
Narcissistic Personality Disorder: Charming, Deceiving and DiscardingDelete
Narcissistic personality disorder [NPD] is a personality disorder in which a person is excessively preoccupied with personal adequacy, power, prestige and vanity.
Re. I distinctly get the impression you are the judgmental typeDelete
Everybody is JUDGEMENTAL, don't be a HYPOCRITE. Only the severity is different from one to another.
Re. You feel sorry for the character in 'Her'
Movie appeals to wide range of audience and its interpretation depends on who is watching it and on how one relates to it.
Re. You seem to be stuck in a rut. Your life is a spiraling cesspool of missed romantic connections leading you to drain your sorrows via self-harming vices, like smoking, or unfruitful activities, like writing this blog.
Thank you Dr. Phill (or maybe Oprah Wannabe).
The fact that you were signing off as "Your ex" , makes you sound as someone who is "Gila Talak". ROTFL.
Re. I don't know how Helen Ang could have recommended your blog. It's pathetic
Yet you are here again and again.
So what's the glory in living? Doesn't anybody stay together anymore .....ReplyDelete
what's forever for?
Your life will be more fulfilled & blessed if you stop "menabur kebencian" in your blog. Don't become like the other Ms H Ang who wake up every morning to gather bad karma.
You have been richly blessed. Percayalah.
exactly, beside Annie loves to 'menabur kebencian', she also 'menabur fitnah' all the time.Delete
Ms.H Ang is on the super extreme side, hope Annie would not reach to that stage.
Anon 06:28 and Anon 14:35,Delete
And your contribution in this blog-sphere is?
It is ok to disagree, but at least use your brain to rebut rather than one standard Redbeanie-liner.
Next time Annie, if you want to smoke, don't mention it in your blog. It is a bad habit and it is something personal. You don't go around telling people your bad habits. You just don't. As if you're proud of it. You are not supposed to glorify smoking either. You're setting a bad example to our youth out there. We have have enough malaise in our society now. Please don't add more to it.ReplyDelete
I agree with Anon @09:23 fully but at the same time this is Life of Annie, a blog Annie uses to rant and ramp her stress. If you find it despicable just don't come here anymore ok?Delete
Btw Annie try to reduce and stop your smoking because it affects the brain of your progeny should you want to have children later on. Puff and inhale are the same, you still breathe in the smoke you puff so close to your nose!
anon 12:34, don't fall for Annie's drama, she is infamous of her drama.Delete
Annie the Drama Queen.
Lately her drama plays very the much involve of her personal lives (yet another drama)
Drama Queen #2
A vain attempt to cojoin a movie to current political happenings behind an innocent facade of twisted evil and sinical mind.ReplyDelete
Anon@09:45 ...."cynical" not "sinical".Delete
Annie pandai to beat around the semak and at the end really hit the cobra on the head!ReplyDelete
Jahat kamu ni ya...nak menyindir orang India la tu...
Wishing You & Family A Very Blessed & Happy Chinese New Year!ReplyDelete
>>> Two Horses
>>> Author Unknown
>>> Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it.
>>> From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse.
>>> But if you stop your car, or are walking by,
>>> you will notice something quite amazing....
>>> Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that
>>> he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him
>>> put down, but has made a good home for him.
>>> This alone is amazing. If you stand nearby and
>>> listen, you will hear the sound of a bell.
>>> Looking around for the source of the sound,
>>> you will see that it comes from the smaller
>>> horse in the field.
>>> Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell.
>>> It lets the blind friend know where the other horse is,
>>> so he can follow.
>>> As you stand and watch these two friends,
>>> you'll see that the horse with the bell is always
>>> checking on the blind horse, and that the blind horse
>>> will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to
>>> where the other horse is, trusting that he
>>> will not be led astray.
>>> When the horse with the bell returns to the shelter of the
>>> barn each evening, it stops occasionally and looks back,
>>> Making sure that the blind friend isn't too far behind
>>> to hear the bell.
>>> Like the owners of these two horses, God does not throw
>>> us away just because we are not perfect or because we
>>> have problems or challenges.
>>> He watches over us and even brings others into our lives
>>> To help us when we are in need..
>>> Sometimes we are the blind horse being guided by
>>> the little ringing bell of those who God places in our lives.
>>> Other times we are the guide horse, helping others to
>>> find their way....
>>> Good friends are like that... You may not always
>>> see them, but you know they are always there..
>>> Please listen for my bell and I'll listen for yours,
>>> and remember...
>>> Be kinder than necessary-
>>> Everyone you meet is fighting
>>> Some kind of battle.
>>> Live simply,
>>> Love generously,
>>> Care deeply,
>>> Speak kindly!
>>> FOR WE WALK BY FAITH AND NOT BY SIGHT
I love this story Anon 10:38Delete
Sheikh Hamza on "LOVE HAS CONDITIONS":Delete
u didnt understand the movie....moron!ReplyDelete
Wife left him because he didnt understand her! See him apologizing in the end. He was not depressed in the end....he understood himself better!!
Thats why the movie is for people like Nurul Izzah and you.You fucked up people's lives and they ended up apologising to you. Outstanding indeed.Delete
Annie doesn't understand the movie at all, she just wanted to use the movie that she watched to score some brownie point by way of associate the spoilt character with Nurul.Delete
Yo, Annie mangkuk ayun, looks like you are scoring your own goal..hahahaha
Gosh Annie, do you understand the movies or not ? Your mind is seem like go 'one direction' only. While watching the movie also thinking about Nurul.......unbelievable hehehehe, a movie ticket has been wasted by Annie, kesian the boyfriend who brought her to the movie !!Delete
Her father Anwar has really done a great disservice to Malaysia's social culture by his numerous bi-sexual scandals and links with the zionists .... it's a wonder there are people who will still vote a moral failure into the parliament to represent their interests?!Delete
A movie for Makcik Annie : Maria Ozawa in TokyoReplyDelete
Siapa dia Maria Ozawa?Delete
girlfriend awang selamat.
How would you feel if someone says Maria Ozawa is your mother?Delete
My wrong, I guess you must have love it, as judging by your comment you must be an ardent fan, and having watched to many of her flicks, you have been writing and thinking with your smaller head instead @ BIADAP.
It could be worst, Maria Ozawa could be your mother.
Your parents must be proud....
If you asked me which is better, the movies Her or Madu Tiga, I choose Madu Tiga. In Madu Tiga, the plot is more realistic, fun and with an happy ending.ReplyDelete
Her, the movies is telling about a plastic love, a peril of letting technology dominate our lives probability to a miserable endings.
I do not need an intelligent device for my mental masturbation in seeking for love. I just need an understanding father in law and a good friend to give his blessing in words of romantic love. The rest I will work it out by myself and intelligently manage the situation and consequences.
In worst circumstance, I would come to a stage to jump off the bridge and hope to be drown in shallow water. No need to look miserably through the windows and keep on contemplating how brokenhearted I am about love.
How bad could it be, Apek is love broken. He makes his way to jump down from a tree. This Apek is saved by a fluke. He falls incidentally and timely onto the moving convertible. He was saved from a possible death, an irony of life but good and simple endings.
Re. I stopped at a Petronas petrol station and bought myself a Marlboro LightReplyDelete
Fifth former 'Marlboro man' dies from smoking-related disease
Eric Lawson, a bit part actor and star of Marlboro cigarette adverts has died aged 72
Re. I mean, come on la, don't go around telling someone that you love him/her for the rest of your life and then later after that someone had committed his/her life to the relationship, you go and say : Oooopppsss....it's not what I meant. I don't really love you, okay. Sorry, but I need to move forward and you are not part of my plan. Bye.
Things Change, People Change and nothing remains the same.
But It sure a HELL LOT BETTER than having a husband/wife who SLEEPS AROUND like those in Pakatan.
Here is from Oleta Adams "Everything Must Change", take a listen...
LOL, your mother,sister or wife go sleeping around with Pakatan folks and you still can LOL ? what kind of human are you ??ReplyDelete
Not as bad as your grandmother, mother, sister and daughter who resort prostitution to raise and feed you and your siblings, while your grandfather, father and brothers are their PIMP.
No offense and don't get me wrong, statistics show that many pros fondly known as "ayam " come from China who are the same ethnicity like you do. Historically, the Chinese women were also brought here to TANAH MELAYU during world war two as Comfort Women or Sex Slave for the Japanese.
Kalau makan duit hasil LENDIR yang HARAM dapat anak pun perangai macam HARAMJADAH, Exhibit one ladies and gentlemen, Ta..Daa... ANON 21:00
Gosh!. I just love these Redbeanie, little that they know, that I have "MULUT MACAM NERAKA". ROTFL.
Is your brain full of shit? What a moronic comment! But then again it's as expected coming from a red beanie!
Hero Pojaan Hatinya kena taruk, so meroyanlah si Anon 21:46 @ Redbeanie