I really need to lose some weight.
It was a struggle going up the hill at the cemetery for Qingming this morning.
I haven't weight myself for quite a while, but I am sure I had breached the 50 kg mark.
Need to stop eating any carbohydrate food and start exercising again.
I need to discipline myself.
It's not just because I want to look nice, but more importantly, it's to maintain my good health.
I will be driving back to KL later tonight.
Honestly, I wish I don't have to.
I wish I can just stay here where I am.
I'm tired of life in KL.
My work is really a chore now and the routine is really tiresome.
I feel that life in this small town could be so much more fulfilling.
I wish I can stay here and look after my grandmother.
Of course, whenever I told my mother all these, she would scoffed at me and says it's not going to be me looking after my grandmother but my grandmother looking after me.
Well, true also.
My grandmother is probably healthier than me despite being in her 70s.
I need to carry on with my life and earn my keep.
Since I'm not very lucky with the love thing, my guess is that I wouldn't be able to find someone to look after me.
So, I have to be realistic and take care of myself.
Nothing to worry about.
Better be single till the end rather then ended up marrying a lousy bastard.
Okay, I know I'm rambling again.
It's really very hard to write about politics of late as there's nothing fresh going on at the moment.
There's the PKR's "husband versus wife" presidential contest, but I'm really tired of all the bullshit cooked up by Anwar Ibrahim, to write anything about it.
For sure, I rather be single than ended up like Wan Azizah with a husband like that.
Pas is again with their hudud theatrics and their DAP lovers are playing along with their usual "I love you, but I won't make love to you" game on the matter.
How Malaysians could support such hypocrites was beyond me.
Well, of course there's the wishy washy BN people on the other side. Sometimes they can really turn off people from supporting them.
The Pakatan people don't really have to do anything as the BN people will trip and fell over on their own due to their own lack of intelligence.
Really, it's a repeat of post 2008 General Election, all over again.
It's getting very tiresome sometimes....like now.
I know, we got no choice but to get on with it.
But for me, it's not at this moment.
I needed this break.
See lah how. Once, I regained my interest, I will start writing serious stuff again.
Okay, I need to go join the rest of the family for steamboat now.
This one got no pork. Grandma prepared a seafood one with lots of veggie.