I can hear birds chirping outside the window.
Half of my body is still aching.
Wish I don't have to ever get up.
But I have to go to work tomorrow.
Need to earn a living.
It's the bottom line for me.
As I previously wrote, all the nonsense that are happening actually don't really matter to me.
What really matter to me are survival and living a good decent life.
Why should I care about some self-serving politicians trying to tell everyone how to think and behave.
Fuck off to them, okay.
I'm not going to listen to them.
As if they really care about my well being.
End of the day, I will vote for those I think can make my life better and improve things for the future.
Plain and simple.
Those selling all the rhetoric can shove those up their ass.
I'm not buying them.
Bloggers, myself included, who are they? Are they any better than you all that they are qualified to tell you how to think?
I don't think so.
I'm writing just to express myself and putting my thoughts on record.
It doesn't really matter to me whether you agree or disagree with me.
I'm not trying to teach you all how to think.
Again, let me reiterate - mine is just an insignificant anonymous blog.
I'm definitely not taking part in a popularity contest.
I don't need to show the world or a paymaster that my blog is high up in the stupid Alexa ranking.
I don't need to do that because I don't have that kind of ego or the need for lots of money.
I'm also definitely not an ustazah to teach you all about Islam and Muslims
I'm not a penyelamat ummah.
My knowledge of my religion is not much - Darjah Lima Sekolah Agama Johor.
Definitely not the credential of a penyelamat ummah.
Actually, I rather be a penyelamat nyawa, like those good doctors now hounded for allegedly not paying their taxes properly.
But I'm not qualified to be like them too.
Well, I'm not even a highly moral person to teach you right and wrong.
I'm not even trying, okay.
Most of the time I was just presenting the facts as I know and understand them.
It's for you all to decide how to form your own opinion.
Okay, I think I'm rambling again. Can go on like this the whole day.
Maybe it's the medication.
I better stop here before you all think I'm going crazy.
You all better enjoy this song instead,
Yup, I think I'm just stoned at the moment.
Too much painkiller :)