Night thoughts

I have been sleeping most of the whole day.

In fact, I have been doing that over the past few days.

I was tired.

Now feeling quite refreshed.

Sleeping a real good sleep I think is the best way to get rid of the toxins from the body and mind.

I am feeling at peace now as I am writing this.

Told myself to stay focused on the good things in life and stop chasing after things that I don't really need.

I don't need power, glamour, excessive amount of money and all that. I don't need things that DS Anwar Ibrahim wants.

All I want is to afford more time for myself, so that I can spend it with my loved ones.

I also want it so that I can enjoy the simple pleasures in life such as watching clouds drifting by in the sky.

It's beautiful, okay.

Leading a simple life in a small house by the beach is the best.

At least, that is it for me.

But of course life can't be that perfect.

Sometimes we are in a position where we have to endure.

We have responsibilities to fullfil.

So, I endure.

It's the same with defending this country from those who want to abuse and plunder it for their personal gains.

Sometimes I wanted to stop, but yet I still carry on writing because I feel responsible to care about it and do my little tiny part for the struggle.

Who knows, maybe the few who read this blog can find something useful from what I wrote here and use it for good purpose....

Still, I hope that not long from now I can get my wish to permanently go home to that house by the beach and live a quiet life and not having to care about all these nonsense of the world.

That will be the day when I will truly be happy.

But for now, I have to keep on fighting.

For as long as it takes....