Feeling a bit down....maybe even sad....okey, I'm sad actually.
Waited for someone to call me the whole day but it was all in vain.
I guess I'm stupid for waiting for that call.
Must remind myself again not to expect too much from someone who may not even care for me.
Promised myself once not to get into this rotten situation again but I guess I'm too stupid to remember it.
Or maybe I'm just fated to be like this.
Anyway, sometimes, I'm not sure why people bothered to read things which I write in this blog.
It's after all just my own insignificant thoughts about things. Sorts of an outlet for not only my thoughts about this country's political scene but also about my life and it's screwed ups.
I'm not even an authority of anything.
The most baffling thing however was that there are people who don't even seem to like me and my thoughts who read and commented at my postings.
As I'm writing this, I had released 25 comments at my last posting which was posted less than 12 hours ago. Seventeen of those comments were by people who don't seem to like me or maybe even hate me.
I still let them all through, including the vile ones about myself. I did so because I would like to adhere to the principle of freedom of expression as much as I could.
Maybe I'm stupid for doing that too. I don't know.
Okay, I had repeatedly called myself stupid in this posting....but why are you still reading up to this point?
Isn't it silly to read the thoughts of just a stupid girl?
Sorry, my brain is not really working properly tonight....sorry for wasting your time reading this posting.
Really sorry. This posting has no real purpose except for me releasing myself from my sadness....and nothing else.
Okey I think I better put some music instead....
Good night
Why don't you call him?
ReplyDeletebecause i'm worry his wife will answer the call !!
DeleteChill girl there will always be days like this , but there will always be songs like this to contemplate
ReplyDeleteVan Morrison
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUL65ddSbk0
goodnight
dont be sad annie....the guy will call eventually...men likes to play this kind of games when they know that the woman likes them.
ReplyDeletegood luck!
Chill Girl ... Selamat Berpuasa ;-)
ReplyDeleteAnnie, the 17 or so negative comments are made by not more than 3 people. Most are one liners comments, not worth more than the bytes it takes to display.
ReplyDeleteHi Annie, don't wait. Go do things.The day will seem to whizz by when you are busy. If you are lucky to not be chained to work, go travel, get involved with charity,exercise, take up lessons or go back to school. Be careful of the last one, you might find yourself too busy for anything or anyone.
ReplyDeleteAs for those who are vile,it is double whammy for them. Not only are they wasting their own time but the scathing comments clearly show that they don't practice that which they preach, I am talking about those holier than thou sorts...clemency, compassion and all those God like characteristics surely escaped them.
Sweetie, you have a fair share of haters and lovers (of your writings). No need to be sad. Getting comments is good - regardless vile/pleasant. Getting lots of comments even better. It means you're one hell of a blogger Little Lady of the Valley.
ReplyDeleteGirl Power
After all said and done Annie, we still who we are and a lot of people won't understand us better than ourself. Wrote whatever you want in your blog and if they want to be depressed reading it, it their choice right.... let it be
ReplyDelete:D sarah
Rants every once in a while is good for the soul...
ReplyDeleteEven with a title like "Don't Read This Nonsense" Annie can get comments. No wonder people hate you.
ReplyDeleteYou Really Need to See a Psychiatrist!
ReplyDeleteThese are symptoms generally experienced by UMNO Bloggers...
It is a due to internal strife with goodness fighting back the urge to support evil. Some UMNO Bloggers are surviving merely by justifying that their actions will bring monetary gains or honorary recognition (Datukship etc)
After terrorizing UMNO bloggers on STL, you are now trying to intimidate us here. Hey, Joe Black! We know you are a RBA and you need to earn your moolahs but why should you stoop so low to your DAP masters? Are you another poodle being kept by kit sial and the tokong just like Zairil aka Christopher Ross Lim?
DeleteThe symptoms of a troll is making nasty comments when their own position is bad or worse.
DeleteAnyone who supports a hypocritical racist coalition like Pakatan Rakyat supported and fronted by the chameleon Anwar Ibrahim cannot sit around being critical of others UMNO bloggers have more honour than your fellow PR bloggers and very few them care for titles they just work hard for their cause maybe you should try it rather than hoping for your own betterment at the expense of others and oh another thing why not stop being analytical of people with superior IQ than yourself.
Menatang!
DeleteAnnie,you are not alone and remember this, the ups and downs of life, everybody have it, for me, I just swallowed all that emotions and pretend to others that I'm ok. Selamat bepuasa, fasting do help a lot, it teach us in our own way. Think positively and Insaa Allah you'll get better, Solat 5 times a day and so on....
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Ya Annie, let Raihan inspire your heart with love for Allah:
Deletehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=9OdcNMNHssI&list=PL327AE550CE068A86
You sound so clingy and whiny like your whole life depended on him. Self-pity is ugly. Go work out or do something different. meet new people, try NLP - gets the adrenaline going and spikes the serotonin level. Quit smoking - it kills brain cells not to mention that smelly breath is a turn off. Happiness do not depend on anybody but oneself. Its your choice :)
ReplyDeleteIt's normal for a woman, especially a young one, to think about love.
ReplyDeleteFor a man too, especially a young one.
People who are in love sometimes smile when a happy thought enter their minds.
Some say that's silly.
Actually, they don't know what they are missing.
Annie is just a drama queen ok !!
Deletehari ni Annie buat drama lagi....drama queen kot !!
Deletekah..kah..kah...
Dear Annie
ReplyDeleteAm so sorry to read that you are really not in a very good condition emotional wise for reasons best known to you. I suspect its spousal or boyfriend/ girlfriend , fiancée or sorts. I have been under worst situation. What I did was just to grab good book and read and forget about the whole thing. sounds easy does it
Anyway if Ghanie is the guy who is causing all these why don't you wait for him a Wisma Sime dardy where the Chairman's office is. Surprise him and the Prof and let your guts out
Annie,
ReplyDeleteKalau menunggu panggilan dimaksudkan daripada 'that Chinese guy' mungkin pada bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini, merupakan petunjuk daripada Allah swt bahawa dia bukanlah orang yang sesuai buat Annie!
Benda ini mungkin menyakitkan perasaan pada waktu ini tetapi akan memberi manfaat dalam jangka masa panjang!
Seorang wanita perlu mempunyai teman yang dapat melindunginya, memberi bimbingan terutama dalam mengikut dan menghayati ajaran agama Islam dan mendapat kebahagian di dunia dan Akhirat!
Percayalah dengan nikmat Allah swt. Mungkin ada gajaran yang lebih baik dariNYA. Tidak semestinya dalam bentuk 'teman' Insya Allah!
hang kalau nak tackle Annie terus terang saje....usah pakai Allah sebagai alasan. Ciss !!
DeleteHe, he, he. Anda berfikir 'arah satu jalan sahaja'. Tidakkah terfikir bahawa komen atau nasihat itu datang daripada seorang wanita. Wanita yang mungkin menasihati Annie sebagai kakak, ibu malah nenek juga.Berpegang kepada tali Allah adalah yang terbaik daripada bergantung pada manusia. Bukankah Allah Maha Berkuasa dan Maha Penyayang!
DeleteJoe, this is looking beyond UMNO into the breakdown of the money-making machinery of capitalism:
ReplyDeletehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=mII9NZ8MMVM
Hi Annie..just remember this "they can say anything they want to say, try to bring me down, but i will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me" from Mariah Carey's song 'Cant take that away from me'. Peace :-)
ReplyDeleteMy advice to you annie is be strong girl. I am an ardent follower of your blog because i feel that you really write from your heart. Which is really refreshing..keep it up.
ReplyDeleteAnnie buat reverse psychology nih... Annie takde apa pun cuma nak bagi dapster/gangster yang dah takde modal dan membosankan datang mengutuk didalam blog ini.. At least we know dapster behaviours and attitudes...
ReplyDeleteKeep your chin up Annie. haters gonna hate no matter ;)
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