I think everyone should stop fighting and reflects on things.
We should try to see each other and seek forgiveness.
Well, of course that's just my wish. It will never happen.
The fighting will continue.
Even on Raya day, I think.
Too much bad blood already.
Never mind. It has been like that for quite a while now.
But still, I miss my friends whom I have not seen ever since the fighting started two years ago.
I'm also missing my beloved. Miss....so much.
Another sombre Raya for me, I guess.
Honestly, I don't really enjoy Raya much these days.
I will just be doing the usual obligatory rituals of wearing the baju Raya and eating and visiting relatives of my father's side of the family.
That's about it.
I'm not even going to balik kampung.
|The mosque of my kampung|
None of my father's family members is in Kluang anymore. All of them are now in KL.
Good also. No need to go through the horrible Raya highway jam.
Well, Raya is indeed not much of a celebration for me these days.
But that's me. I hope you all enjoy your Raya very much instead.
For today, I still have an appointment with doctor this morning.
Going in a short while.
I think I'm getting better but most of the time I still stay in bed.
I'm writing this lying on my chest in bed, actually.
After seeing the doctor, I'll be joining my father at the family house.
My mother is not around. She's busy as usual. Miss her too...so much.
No serious thoughts for today. Just want to take it easy.
I better get up now.
Need to put on a happy Raya face later for my father.
Otherwise, the old man would be sad and starts pestering me to be happy.
Always got on my nerves whenever he does that.
Okay, here's a song for Raya,
That's nice, isn't it?
Sorry ya. I don't really like the usual Raya songs.
They played them too much at shopping malls.
Whatever it is, cheers for your Raya, okay.