Last month I did the lowest number of postings since I started this blog.
Honestly, I don't really feel motivated at the moment.
Also, a lot of shit is happening in my life.
At work, it's all about pressure.
The office politics is also quite bad.
I actually have to force myself to get up and go to work every morning.
Luckily this is not America. Otherwise I may ended up being like one of those psychos who had a gun and shot fellow workers.
That's how pissed off I am at work.
I am also not even allowed to write freely about my personal life as I used to be.
I can't use this blog as an outlet for all the frustrations in my soul anymore.
Nanti ada orang marah.
A lot of fun was taken out of writing that way.
The political scene is also too messy to write without getting a bit upset.
It's so messy that sometimes, I am not even sure I am on whose side.
Sorry lah, I don't really feel like writing politics at this moment.
I am just very tired.
Also my period....
You all listen to this nice song instead okay,
I am going to smoke a cigarette and then go to sleep.