It's past 1am as I am writing this.
I am tired but can't sleep.
My chest is hurting again.
The doctors had repeatedly checked my condition and told me it's nothing sinister.
I don't know....guess I just have to trust them.
It's something like trusting the PM to do something to stop the excesses in my home state Johor.
I have to admit that I was very disappointed when I got to know that he had praised the state government at the end of his visit to JB yesterday..
I had wished for Najib to chastise them for incompetence and dereliction of duty for allowing the excesses in the state to fester.
But then again, I told myself, he was probably only doing so as part of public relation effort to prop up the BN State government.
Maybe in the back of the public, he is fixing things.
I am trying to believe that is the case.
I am also still trying to believe that the PM is not turning a blind eye to what were happening in Johor.
I have to believe this.
Otherwise all is lost.
If nothing is done and the excesses continue, BN will lose more votes, particularly among the urban Johorean Malays.
The State will then fall to the opposition in the next general election just three years from now.
When Johor, the so called Tiang Seri Umno falls, the rest will follow.
It's as simple as that.