It is past 1am and I still can't sleep.
I wish I can write something meaningful to kill off the time until I'm sleepy enough to turn in for the night.
But, honestly, I'm totally uninspired of late. The way Umno leadership is trying to preserve the status quo for the coming party elections has really put me off. I just can't help feeling that way, ok.
My last two postings were just copy and paste jobs.
It was quite pathetic, actually. I didn't even try to analyze the stories which I picked up for those postings except highlighting some of the important points.
I wish I can go back to this place and be inspired again,
It's not that I like the place that much. It's just that I was happy being there.
I want to be happy again as being happy makes me want to write properly again.
As for tonight, I can't really be bothered with things and people such as Umno, Pakatan, Najib, Anwar, Kit Siang, Guan Eng and the others.
Why should I? Not as if it makes any difference, isn't it?
Honestly, sometimes I feel like giving up everything, go to that place which is actually not that very nice (most of the people there are particularly horrid), and try to find my happiness again.
Eh, sorry ya, I'm just writing my thoughts at this moment. Sometimes I'm just like this.
So, the next time you see mushy mushy title of my posting like this one, do give it a pass.
Don't waste your time reading it, ok. It's just probably me feeling like shit and got nothing better to do than rambling in this blog.
Ok, I better stop and really try to sleep.
Missing my cigarette before sleep.....