Tried, but can't sleep.
It's past 1.30am.
HBO is playing the movie Barricade. But I'm not watching.
Switched off the air-cond just now. It's too cold.
Feel pain in my chest again every time I draw a deep breath. But I'm already used to it.
At least the coughing had stopped.
I have been avoiding the news.
Otherwise, I would be tempted to write something which may interest me.
I'm supposed to rest.
Whatever I wrote the past few days were whatever that crossed my mind....like what I'm writing now. They are nothing serious. Just light stuff.
Actually, I'm not really expecting anyone to read my last few postings.
They were really not written for any particular serious purpose.
I'm honestly not sure why they still attracted quite a number of DAP cybertroopers.
Can't they see that it's just me rambling along on my own.
Even when I wrote something about my grandmother, they still came here and make all sorts of noises.
Hey guys, I wrote that posting just because I miss my grandmother lah. There's nothing more to it than that.
Really, I got no bigger agenda behind those postings.
Well, I also miss my mother.
Last month, I only got to see her for a total of less than three hours.
Yes, when she was a kid, she slept on a wooden bench with her siblings under a rain tree as her mother fried kuey teow at her stall to earn a living....and yes, she is Chinese and an authentic one at that.
Not like some perasan high class banana Chinese, but a real Cina bukit one. She never changed her Chinese name after converting to Islam and marrying my father. And she still looks the typical Chinese lady. You wouldn't know from her look that she is a muslim and married to a Malay.
She dresses smart, something like this lady,
She is busy all the time though and hardly have time for me. But still, I'm proud of her.
I wish she can spend more time with me, but I know that she's a very important person at her work place and has to attend to lots of important things.
It has always been like that since I was a kid.
Those of you who have lots of time with your parents should better appreciate it. I really envy you all.
(Note: See, no politics. If the DAP cybertroopers still come here, then I wouldn't know what to say.)